Hey Rachel,
Im glad that you feel so at peace with yourself finally. I know that a lot of people reading this are probably going to roll their eyes and think or post negative comments, but those people don't know you or the kind of person you are.
I truely believe that you are one of the few people that has the capacity to do whatever they so desire, and you have the drive in you to see it through to it's fruition.
Anything you need help with, let me know, and I'll do my best to assist you.
I'm glad I got the chance to help (along with libbie and bud, of course. :P) bring you into the scene the right way, and show you what it is really about.
This might be a cheesy quote from a movie, but its something I truely believe, so remember: "There are no obsticles, only challenges."